Jie Dilian

■ Moderator: Hong North
■ talk: The 30-year-old male programmers Kun Peng

very special about Kun Peng, lasted several hours. Limited to the layout, rendering temporarily following. Perhaps the emotional experience he will bring you in the cold touch of the warm winter ... ...

crush

that I was just 23 years old, while the cloud was 35 years old. But she looked young, round face, big eyes, full body, speaks good sense of humor, and sweet soft voice. Work units arrived shortly, and I somehow fell in love with her, even tried to think how can happen, no matter to her. But not long to know she has a wife and mother, it makes me very sad, my heart just like the general pain of lost love harder and harder. I head out into the red for a long time under the tap, and then looked up in the mirror, helpless smile, tell your crush that stopped short. Slowly, my mind goes where no shadow, only occasionally met in the elevator, she always wanted to see more of her glances, her say a few words, this moment my heart will feel the warmth and happiness. At that time wanted to, she will never know a man who so deeply loved her. Well, perhaps regret that it is a kind of beauty.
I am 25 years old that summer day in the evening, with several colleagues at the roadside food stalls to eat seafood drink. When we talk to the marriage, Wang and said that the units we divorced so many of us, like clouds from a few days ago, I heard her husband out the whole thing. Clouds are so smart independent woman, not tolerate, so, ah, Xiaopeng ah, listen to the words of brother, Zhao Xifu ah, to find a woman stupid point, after the whole thing out, she will never know. We laugh together. My heart sank, I do not know hi is sad, the people are stunned. Numb to stand up and draw the beer, the head, That night I slept, his mind full of clouds.
next day, the chance to see the clouds in the unit, I actually was very nervous. She patted my head and say, Hey, boy, mind? Here is the powder room! I Huiguo Shen, embarrassed reversed direction, into the men's room, thrusting his hand under the faucet and washed the red - I know this time to catch up, and it did not dare. Why not? Because she is a divorced woman? Because she was much older than me? Because I love her? I'm confused.
Unexpectedly, a few days, clouds actually moved to the area where I live. When run in the morning to see where her command of a person moving the company's I went over to help, the results of a meeting of the sentence should not ask to ask, then, how do you move here? Cloud smiled and said, I am old, was dumped that old guy, run here, this district well, almost from the unit, as well as children's playground, good. At that moment, I felt the cloud of optimism and strong.
Since then, between me and the cloud more and more. Her 6-year-old son especially liked me, and I had time to play soccer with him, he is willing to go to my apartment to play the game, very close to me Xiaopeng brother, I told him Xiaoshuai. I like the clouds on the balcony shouting: Her love of wisdom, independence, more likely to eat her meals. Sometimes, when the three of us eat together, I would secretly think, if the three of us to live life the way how good.

rejected

I'm 27 years old, bought a ring, decided to declare and marry into one - ah, life is short! When I kneel in front of the cloud gently ring on her finger, she did not dare look at me. After a child, she slowly took off the ring into my palms, and said with a sigh, you make me say? This question is too hard. But I think that you as a man that has a wife and child, so your parents can relax. I'm sorry, I can not accompany you.
I understood what she meant. I said, your child is my child, you do not need to for my children, my parents are very open, they will respect and bless my choice ... ... I said a lot, trying to change her mind, but Cloud or reject me. Finally, Cloud said, you do, let the pressure I am very tired, told you the truth, my heart with love, and we're getting married, he told me the same age, is a very mature man. As she said, that I had to give up. I cried, but did not let her see me heartbroken.
Well, I heard the words of the cloud, loving it. Several pro-phase are not very satisfied with the little girl spoke childish, a little brain did not, I still like a little woman mature wisdom. In fact, many girls after me, but I fancy I know most of them are stable job and family conditions. Time and life are slowly running out, if not Xiaoshuai in, I think they will cut off contact with the cloud, because the sight of her, I would not think of her love me, my heart hurts at the same time, She later remarried and is also blessed with happiness. However, the movement has not seen her remarriage.
I am 28 years old in July, a night, I was at home writing program, suddenly received a phone call Xiaoshuai crying. I ran home the clouds, it was the first time I saw Xiaoshuai's father, shaking, reeking of booze he goes, please forgive her cloud. Ragged clouds looked at me to faint. I guess what happened, while piercing pain, really want to beat him, but he is the father of Xiaoshuai and Xiaoshuai stood corner, his eyes filled with fear. After a child goes
woke up, she let go Xiaoshuai father, he said sorry and left. I cloud Daoliaobeishui, just about to enter the bedroom, they found her in the door silently wept. Alas! Then a strong woman is a woman, I do not know what she thought, she never told me their own ideas. That night I brought my family to Xiaoshuai, because they do not worry Cloud, I went to looked at her. She slept, his eyes the tears still not dry, really want to gently kiss her, but I dare not.
to see the cloud, is the next afternoon. Her makeup a little thick than usual that is talking to colleagues to the department meeting, what if neither happened last night, I really suits her. A few days later, the cloud of makeup again, wiped her face haggard. I think maybe she got married it with other people, otherwise how could such brilliance? I lit, lit to come to a disease. Xiaoshuai give me a call, that is to come to my house to play games, I did not let him, for fear infect. I did not expect, A moment later, the cloud came. I said, What are you doing? I like cold, contagious. She laughs and says, I'm an old bones, afraid you were not a mere little cold? I look at you and fear you died, and did not stay by my son play.

hand

night I make a fool of myself out, while spit, while pulling. Daze, I felt the cloud took my hand, but also gently kissed my lips. Do not know it was a dream, or really to do a cloud. Daybreak, I was much better. Cloud fell asleep on the sofa, mouth saliva flowing. I smiled, thinking, strong women have lovely side ah! I went to the bathroom and found a new wash racks on sheets, clothing line, the line pants, underwear, and instantly I wanted to cry. The bathroom, I was covered head and cried. Soon, the cloud is opened, a look of concern and asked, how to cry? Where are you sick? To go to the hospital, right? I curled up in bed, but, OK, much better, that would like to live with you, too would like to, but you do not like me ... ... Here again, I cried uncontrollably.
I wiped away tears with his sleeve, I'm sorry ah, laughed, and you do not say I'm immature ah. Suddenly, the clouds hugged me gently, and she sighed, very gently you poor child, ah, the ability to work so strong, how emotional so stupid? When I said I did not like you? If I were younger age, birth if I can, maybe I'll give birth to a baby, in that case, maybe I'll have the courage to be with you life. I sighed and said, why do we have to have a child together? I think every child in this world is my own child, as long as they need me, as long as I have the ability, I will feed them, educate them grow up. But this world, I want you to be my wife one. Cloud tears dripping on my neck, she said I immature, I say that others also criticized the young woman like a man, how do you have to like the old woman? Can no longer like it. I said, the old woman, old woman's charm. Yun said, but I always feel that they are in harm young people. Her these words I laugh. I took out her ID card at the same time say they see almost 30 years old. Even so, the cloud or reject me. I know she did it for my good, and I also changed the short-lived fad can not stereotype her. Well, I'll wait here until she accepts me, marry me.
I'm not blind, and every day I have to concentrate on the design process, and later to Xiaoshuai as a tutor, play games together. Cloud will have an empty spit flying stars urged me to hurry to marry and have children, until the tired thirsty, really strong leadership style. However, I scorn to practice when she was there the eloquence. I occasionally will The child always said, there are, ah, not that you? Old asked what ah? But what if one day I will make you Xiaopeng dad, then it will not meet some ah. I am happy to hold Xiaoshuai said, do not call me Xiaopeng Dad, do not call me dad, called my dad enough. Xiaoshuai and cloud made me feel very happy life. Really want the cloud to marry me, I'll give her a unique wedding. Continue to wait. I am 30 years old this year
few days ago that is, after the earthquake in the next few days, every day we paid attention to this news, I hope more people can return. Sometimes nature really ruthless - Xiaoshuai sick late that night, to coax him some medicine, I went to the living room into my coat, just about to go on living room TV has broadcast the news about the earthquake. I saw the cloud with a minute, sick at heart. After the clouds off the TV, I went to change shoes, then Cloud pulled out my hand, she said that fear, so we hugged each other ... ...
next morning, the day just light, cloud to bash in my door. Entering the house, she began rummaging. I looked at her puzzled, and finally she found the ring, that I had asked her to marry the ring. This time, after she put it on himself to say, okay, no fat, just get on well worn. I was surprised to see her, she said, then why Zhang mouth, your teeth were white ah? Today I want to work overtime to meet the food well, you accompany your son eat, he feels better, clamoring to call you Dad Xiaopeng it. Having run the cloud. I was so excited to be themselves again and again to pound a central bed, shed tears of happiness - the cloud was finally able to understand my happiness, and willing to give me happiness. End the New Year, I would go with the cloud still Xiaoshuai Southern life, because the cloud has a promotion, she was transferred to head south. Good work over there, we will go back to Changchun wedding ... ...
Hong North
Moderator: love, need specific and persistence, and both age. I hope I have the opportunity to participate in the wedding Kun Peng, full of love to make people realize the wedding of a better life. Finally, I sincerely wish the world lovers get married.